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The following is mostly a general musing of Terezi in her state as a CRAU character, in the postlude of Asgard Genesis.
Name: Terezi Pyrope (What, you thought that would change?)
Race: Alternian Troll (Seriously, dude, still a troll.)
Eyes: White without irises (rarely wears a blindfold, preferring her shades again.)
Visual Status: Able to see normally, prefers the dark. Can still smell colors.
Age: 7.84 Alternian Sweeps (Approximately 17 Earth Years old)
Gender: Female-identified hermaphrodite species.
Current Status: Departed Asgard Genesis, released by the god Heimdall into the ether to find a home in a new, random world.
Relationships:
Moirail - Naminé (Separated by Time and Space, but still considers her to be her moirail)
Former Not-Matesrpite - Karkat Vantas (Look, it was complicated ok?)
Former Moirail - Vriska Serket (Estranged, presumed deceased)
Former Matesprite - Dave Strider (Broken Up, Mutual)
Former Kismesis - Gamzee Makara (Fuck that Clown)
Auspitices - N/A (never really bothered with that shit.)
Mental State:
Terezi is still, deep down, something of an imp. She just can't help trolling people. It's part of how she expresses her affection towards others, poking fun at them and making snide commentary on their dumber (in her mind) traits. She delights in using Troll words for things, not because she's all that loyal to troll culture, but because it screws with people's heads a lot.
She is still a rather affectionate troll, and more than a touch flirtatious in her own weird and occasionally violent ways. She has reached a point where she feels comfortable enough with 'who she is' that flirting more seriously is possible again. She hasn't quite convinced herself to 'put herself out there' yet, but she's ok with the idea of doing it. She finally feels... over Gamzee. Things could trigger flashbacks to that rancid relationship, but she's had enough time away from the pain he caused in her life that she doesn't think about him and her screwed up life constantly.
She is still fascinated with justice, but she's opened up to the idea that this is more of a hobby and a passion, and that it does not need to define her life. If she ends up doing something else... that's ok. She's probably still going to do whatever world's equivalent of watching court dramas 24/7 is because that shit's just her game. She'll probably treat them the same way a Raider's fan would the playoffs, which... well yeah. That's about as weird as it sounds.
She is in her mind still a recovering addict. She knows that, if she was in the wrong place, she could do the equivalent of 'getting back on the sauce' all over again, but once more. She's had a year clean and mostly sober. If she ever heard of AA, she'd probably joke that she's earned her one year chip by now, but she'd tell anyone who asks that this isn't the sort of thing that goes away. Like Rose did, she'll struggle with this all her life. But she's in a good place.
Her survivor's guilt is still there. It's a lingering, gnawing thing, but after a year alive, mostly without her friends and making peace with an entirely new world she is open to the idea that she's been given a new lease on life. John? John and Roxy got to go back and save the universe. Some weird stroke of luck let her defy fate, break the rooms and survive despite being Doomed. She figures her time might yet be up, but there's no point in dwelling on why the others didn't survive and she did. Vris... would probably kick her ass for dwelling on it anyway.
Goals:
Her current goal, should I ever bring her into a new setting (which I am ... considering, but which I think I need some time before I do. My homestuck fandom days are very much behind me.), would be to explore whatever world Heimdall sent her to. Deep down, she would want to reunite with Naminé in particular as her moirail, and with anyone she saw in Asgard, hopefully versions that remembered her from those days, but really she'd be ok with just about any version. They were all funny to her. She'd probably only have a hard time dealing with a Naminé who didn't remember her. That would be painful after having had a nearly one year moirailship with someone who was legitimately responsive to her, and who went out of their way to do things right, and help her do things right.
None of the troll kids ever really had natural, positive relationships with rare exception. It was a strange experience, to have a moirailship that was the way that they were supposed to be, and with a non-troll no less.
In theory, her explorations have a bit of a pro-active bent. She made a promise to try and find Naminé. So, in theory she's looking for ways to continue her jumps from world to world until she does. She's accepting of the fact that this may not be even remotely possible, and in fact she's pretty much a hell of a lot more accepting than she ever was of what life throws at her. She's on her third lease on life, so ... yeah, she'll roll with it. But, since she has the chance, she'll give it the old college try and have some fun with it.
Powers:
That entirely depends on the world that she enters, doesn't it?
But - Canonically, she smells colors and has the powers of a successfully woken Seer of Mind who never attained God Tier.
In Asgard - She acquired considerable ability with her sense of smell, able to smell lies and truth in various shades of scent, to psychically track quarry and harm them, leaving behind a lingering scent her nose could follow, and to smell "The true nature of things," whatever the fuck that means (True Seeing with smell). She also picked up the ability to drip blood down into a circle around herself and one other holding onto her. This created a temporary (30 minute, 3/day) shield against physical harm.
But, like I said, who knows what the next place would permit. Maybe she carried a little asgardian magic. Maybe her old trick worked despite being in SGRUB. Maybe all of it. Maybe none. she'll roll with the punches and stab people with a sword cane if it come down to it.
Keepsake:
At the end, she traded keepsakes with Naminé to remember each other and their time in Asgard by.
Name: Terezi Pyrope (What, you thought that would change?)
Race: Alternian Troll (Seriously, dude, still a troll.)
Eyes: White without irises (rarely wears a blindfold, preferring her shades again.)
Visual Status: Able to see normally, prefers the dark. Can still smell colors.
Age: 7.84 Alternian Sweeps (Approximately 17 Earth Years old)
Gender: Female-identified hermaphrodite species.
Current Status: Departed Asgard Genesis, released by the god Heimdall into the ether to find a home in a new, random world.
Relationships:
Moirail - Naminé (Separated by Time and Space, but still considers her to be her moirail)
Former Not-Matesrpite - Karkat Vantas (Look, it was complicated ok?)
Former Moirail - Vriska Serket (Estranged, presumed deceased)
Former Matesprite - Dave Strider (Broken Up, Mutual)
Former Kismesis - Gamzee Makara (Fuck that Clown)
Auspitices - N/A (never really bothered with that shit.)
Mental State:
Terezi is still, deep down, something of an imp. She just can't help trolling people. It's part of how she expresses her affection towards others, poking fun at them and making snide commentary on their dumber (in her mind) traits. She delights in using Troll words for things, not because she's all that loyal to troll culture, but because it screws with people's heads a lot.
She is still a rather affectionate troll, and more than a touch flirtatious in her own weird and occasionally violent ways. She has reached a point where she feels comfortable enough with 'who she is' that flirting more seriously is possible again. She hasn't quite convinced herself to 'put herself out there' yet, but she's ok with the idea of doing it. She finally feels... over Gamzee. Things could trigger flashbacks to that rancid relationship, but she's had enough time away from the pain he caused in her life that she doesn't think about him and her screwed up life constantly.
She is still fascinated with justice, but she's opened up to the idea that this is more of a hobby and a passion, and that it does not need to define her life. If she ends up doing something else... that's ok. She's probably still going to do whatever world's equivalent of watching court dramas 24/7 is because that shit's just her game. She'll probably treat them the same way a Raider's fan would the playoffs, which... well yeah. That's about as weird as it sounds.
She is in her mind still a recovering addict. She knows that, if she was in the wrong place, she could do the equivalent of 'getting back on the sauce' all over again, but once more. She's had a year clean and mostly sober. If she ever heard of AA, she'd probably joke that she's earned her one year chip by now, but she'd tell anyone who asks that this isn't the sort of thing that goes away. Like Rose did, she'll struggle with this all her life. But she's in a good place.
Her survivor's guilt is still there. It's a lingering, gnawing thing, but after a year alive, mostly without her friends and making peace with an entirely new world she is open to the idea that she's been given a new lease on life. John? John and Roxy got to go back and save the universe. Some weird stroke of luck let her defy fate, break the rooms and survive despite being Doomed. She figures her time might yet be up, but there's no point in dwelling on why the others didn't survive and she did. Vris... would probably kick her ass for dwelling on it anyway.
Goals:
Her current goal, should I ever bring her into a new setting (which I am ... considering, but which I think I need some time before I do. My homestuck fandom days are very much behind me.), would be to explore whatever world Heimdall sent her to. Deep down, she would want to reunite with Naminé in particular as her moirail, and with anyone she saw in Asgard, hopefully versions that remembered her from those days, but really she'd be ok with just about any version. They were all funny to her. She'd probably only have a hard time dealing with a Naminé who didn't remember her. That would be painful after having had a nearly one year moirailship with someone who was legitimately responsive to her, and who went out of their way to do things right, and help her do things right.
None of the troll kids ever really had natural, positive relationships with rare exception. It was a strange experience, to have a moirailship that was the way that they were supposed to be, and with a non-troll no less.
In theory, her explorations have a bit of a pro-active bent. She made a promise to try and find Naminé. So, in theory she's looking for ways to continue her jumps from world to world until she does. She's accepting of the fact that this may not be even remotely possible, and in fact she's pretty much a hell of a lot more accepting than she ever was of what life throws at her. She's on her third lease on life, so ... yeah, she'll roll with it. But, since she has the chance, she'll give it the old college try and have some fun with it.
Powers:
That entirely depends on the world that she enters, doesn't it?
But - Canonically, she smells colors and has the powers of a successfully woken Seer of Mind who never attained God Tier.
In Asgard - She acquired considerable ability with her sense of smell, able to smell lies and truth in various shades of scent, to psychically track quarry and harm them, leaving behind a lingering scent her nose could follow, and to smell "The true nature of things," whatever the fuck that means (True Seeing with smell). She also picked up the ability to drip blood down into a circle around herself and one other holding onto her. This created a temporary (30 minute, 3/day) shield against physical harm.
But, like I said, who knows what the next place would permit. Maybe she carried a little asgardian magic. Maybe her old trick worked despite being in SGRUB. Maybe all of it. Maybe none. she'll roll with the punches and stab people with a sword cane if it come down to it.
Keepsake:
At the end, she traded keepsakes with Naminé to remember each other and their time in Asgard by.
